Sunday, September 18, 2011

Boomer Has it, Elephant Paper, Big Cheese, and a New Beginning

So, I haven't posted since before I left, but that is because I am still trying to catch my breath. I have somehow ended up in the most amazing place, and I have to remind myself daily that I actually get to live here for an entire year. I have now been here two weeks, two amazing spectacular weeks.
So my flights went well, except that I missed my flight in Munich, but I was able to catch the next flight to Bremen. When I arrived at the airport, I found my luggage quickly, and then walked through the doors, to be greeted by my host family! Kathrin and Hanna were standing there holding German and American flags, and a big sign that they made that said Welcome Katherine...Finally! I was so excited and nervous, but relieved in a way, that I had finally made it and could now start my exchange. Then I met my host father, Dirk at the car, and we were on our way! German roads are very different-as in there are hardly any rules. We drove on the Autobahn, and I didn't even notice anything until Dirk asked if he was driving too fast....over a hundred miles per hour!! It doesn't scare me though- I like it, because its more efficient. Officially I live in Oldenburg, but I actually live in the outskirts of the city, in the village of Edewecht. It's in the countryside, and is probably the most beautiful place ever. It is so green, and Kathrin and Dirk told me its the main place for plants and greenarys and nurserys in the country. There are also cows every where. I love cows. My house is really big, and I love it. I have my own room and bathroom, and its an old house, but the inside is completely modern. I have to say it-the knob to flush the toilet isnt a knob. Its two buttons on the counter. One button is for a lot of water,and the other is only for a small amount of water. IT IS AWESOME! Also in the public places, when you flush the toilet, a little machine pops out of the toilet bowl, and cleans the seat for the next person. I think its pretty cool. My host family is the best. My host father was an exhange student in Florida twenty years ago, and speaks to me in very good english. I am constantly learning things from them. 

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Singing Session and Bawling Besties

So. After a year of tears, trials and deliberations, its done. I am leaving tomorrow for Germany. I think I am excited, but I can't tell. The birds (NOT butterflies) in my stomach are going crazy. I hope I don't throw up. Today was pretty emotional, cause every time I looked at my mom or sister, I wanted to start crying, cause I know I'm going to miss them so much. Then this afternoon, I stopped by my youth group for a couple of minutes so I could say good bye to my best friend and a couple of other friends. I walk in excited to see them, cause I haven't seen anyone since school started. I gave my best friend a letter I wrote and talked to another friend as she read it. A couple of minuted later, we were walking into the bathroom with the two of them bawling their eyes out. I felt HORRIBLE. I hate seeing my friends cry like that. And what was even worse, I couldn't cry. I mustered up everything inside of me, but not a single tear. And I was really sad, and actually wanted to cry! But we kinda waddled out of the bathroom, because we were clinging to each other, the two of them crying, and they walked me to the door, and we said the official good bye there. One of the hardest things I have had to do. Ever. Naturally, the moment I walked out the door, I started bawling my eyes out, and I get in the car, and my mom gives me this look, that just makes me love her to pieces, and I cry even harder. I have basically been crying on and off again since seven. Not good. After a while, I came into the living room where my mom was watching the news and knitting a scarf (yes, a scarf, I think it's the cutest thing ever!!) and I move all the stuff next to here, and I just flop down next to here, and I am not afraid to admit I snuggled my mom. Sounds weird, but I felt like a little kid again, and it made me feel safer. Then my sister walks in with the laptop and plays one of my favorite songs, and we sing along to it, and my mom tells us we suck, so we just HAVE to sing another one! We play My Body by Young the Giant, and start dancing, and my mom is sitting there laughing her head off. It boosted my mood by a zillion points! I love my sister, cause she is the craziest person ever, but knows exactly what to do to make me happy. Anyway, I am all packed and ready to go tomorrow, but still majorly freaking out. Which I do think is normal. And my room is cleaner than it has been in months! Sitting here in the dark all alone, can't be good for my mental health, so I am going to sign off for now!
Liebe,


Best Friends <3



Family! gotta love em <3

Schwesters, and Beste Frendins forver <3
Katherine